Inagaki Goro and Miho Kanno
Acting Lessons
Goro and actress Miho Kanno have a moment and Goro realizes just how much he hates his life.
PG-13 • Chapters: 1 • Words: 491 • Published: 29th July 2005
| Written by: Vanessa Title: Acting Lessons Pairing: SMAP, Goro Inagaki/Miho Kanno Rating: PG - slight language She changed her clothes while looking at the floor. I couldn't help but looked. I don't remember her being so slender and that birthmark on her shoulder looked almost silly. "Stop staring at me" was what she said to the floor but I knew it was ment for me. I was sitting up in the bed and had nothing on myself. I figure I would wait for her to leave for myself to get dressed. We did this all the time, going to hotels and just doing what adults did. I wasn't really comfortable with sex but being with Miho was fantastic. She was kind, considerate and gentle. And she never asked about my scars. But I think she got the hint. Alot of people in the industry was aware of just how much Kitagawa really liked the boys and how he really liked them young. I was a favorite of his and just dreaded him a great deal. But he was always telling me how he was giving me these great opportunities to be a real big star. "I won't bother you again." I stopped thinking and looked at Miho's smile. Her smile did make me nervous and I asked what she ment by that. "You know. About you and Kitagawa." Why was she bringing this up? She never brought it up. It pains me to just hear his name and I hear it all the time. "There isn't anything to that. It's all just sick people with sick ideas." "Don't be a fuckin' martyr." I winced as Miho cussed. With that angelic face and those dancing eyes, it always threw me off when she used poor language. "Don't worry about that.." I said as I got off the bed. I had the sheet wrapped around my waist and shuffled to the other side of the bed to get my clothes. "I'm going for a bath. Should I call you later." "Should I ask Kitagawa, myself?" I looked up at her and frowned, I didn't want to mean to a girl that I really like, but she was talking about things she just didn't understand. It drove me nuts. Girls in the industry never get molested. You think they would but it just didn't happen. Girls were weak and easier to break. Plus there was the whole deal with pregnancy. It just didn't happen. "I'm thinking of acting... In a drama." I tried to change the subject. "Your going to totally suck at it." Miho said and was walking across the room to leave, "Leave that kinda of stuff to Kimura. He brings in the fangirls." I turned to look in the mirror and saw a younger verison of myself. I hated the fact that Kitagawa had his way with me and only me. Kimura was never touched and he's the big star. I always wonder if I was never taken advantage of would I be a different person. |
