10 posts tagged “slash”

Recipient:goblinbrodie
Author: Vanessa A
Title: Superiority Complex
Pairing(s):Shingo/Nakai
Rating: Pg-13  [Words: 1459]
Warnings:  This is mostly gen. Since I couldn't honestly figure out how to do a slashly Shingo/Nakai. I did the best I could!
Disclaimer: I don't own SMAP. Nor do I claim to. SMAP is SMAP!
Summary: Nakai and Shingo are at the airport. Shingo eats, Nakai sulks and Goro has all the luck.
Notes: This fanfic was written for the livejournal. A summer fanfic sign-up livejournal for fans of Johnny's Jimusho.

"I just don't understand you, Shingo." Nakai twisted his hat to a angle that he favored and checked his watch. It was a little after two p.m and this was their second layover from the states. Shingo and Nakai would be taking a flight to the Nagoya airport and from there meet with the other's for a photoshop. The flight would be easily over ten hours and Nakai silently cursed their scheduling manager who paired him up with Shingo. Nakai wanted nothing more than to take the flight alone, eat a good meal and catch up on his sleep.

Nakai didn't have that luck, strangely all that luck went to Goro.

"W-wait up!" Shingo was running across the airport terminal. His flop-flops were slapping on thefloor and it caused alot of attention.

Nakai winced when he noticed he saw a nearby security guard stand up and raised his hand to get Shingo to slow down. Nakai wanted nothing more than for the crowd to not know he was with him, but it was highly unlikely since they were the few Japanese at the terminal.

Shingo slapped one of his many man purse's on Nakai's left shoulder and complained with a mouthful of bubblegum in mid-chew, "They threw out all my drinks, and most of my candy. How was I suppost to know you can't bring it with you on a plane?" Nakai stared hard at Shingo and Shingo blew a bubble and dropped his bags to the floor. "We have at least another hour, we should get something to eat before we get on the plane." Shingo spotted out of the corner of his eye a McDonald's and dashed off to order, leaving Nakai with at least a dozen bags to watch over.

Nakai wiped his hands and bent down to look inside Shingo's bag's. He started to thin out his bags, some bags were filled with used candy wrappers  and some with empty boxes. Shingo came back holding a tray with three large fries and a twenty piece of chicken nuggets. Nakai looked up at Shingo who was drinking his soda with four straws in his mouth. Nakai took a few of the empty boxes he had already folded flat and slapped Shingo upside the head. "JUST WHAT DO YOU NEED THESE FOR!?!?!?" Nakai slid away, leaving Shingo to balance his bags and his tray of food.

Flopping down on one of the seats closest to the boarding gate, Nakai took out a magazine he wanted to finsh reading, beside him, Shingo placed his tray of food in one seat, sat in another and then left his bags all over the floor near his feet. Nakai glared at the floor and could feel the hard stares of the people who had no seat to sit on.

Shingo oblivious and was trying to fit more straws in his mouth, he was now on number sixteen.

Shingo kept a keen gaze on Nakai and tried hard to get Nakai to look at him. Shingo wanted the old Nakai back, the one that smiled and laughed and insisted that Shingo put even more things in his mouth. Shingo leaned close and tried to poke Nakai with the end of the straws that now were hanging straight out from his mouth. Nakai ignored and Shingo poked him again, and on the third time Nakai leaped from his seat and muttered something about needing a cigarette. Shingo cried, "I thought you were going to quit!" All of his straws feel to the floor. The woman at the terminal counter was furious. Shingo tripped over his bags when he ran after Nakai.

Nakai was standing in the designated smoking area, he took long drags of his cigarette. "Damn Shingo for buying the cheap brand.."

Nakai fiddled with his lighter and recalled the night he sent Shingo now to one of the convenience stores outside their hotel and said to buy him a new packet of cigarette's and to not get the girly kinds. Shingo still came back with the girly kinds and said he almost didn't have enough. Nakai was smart enough to check the shopping bag and sure enough Shingo bought himself bubblegum, chocolate and soda pop.

Shingo came running, flip-flops off so Nakai was caught off guard when Shingo ripped the cigarette out of Nakai's mouth. "Y-you said, you were going to quit." Shingo was breathless. The other smokers nearby looked on at the pair who were now glaring at each other.

Nakai tucked his lighter in his pocket and looked at the other smokers, who all looked at Shingo's bear feet. Nakai walked out of the designated smoking area and the smokers all flicked their used cigarette's on Shingo's bear feet and followed Nakai out. They all knew the unwritten smoker's code. No one, not even your mother can rip a cigarette that is being mid-smoked out of someone's mouth. Shingo screamed, fell to the ground, knocked over a heavy ash tray and the designated area was filled with smoke and sand all over the floor.

Nakai went and grabbed a cup of coffee and contiuned with his magazine. Shingo came back with an ice cream in hand. "Look, I bought this for you." Shingo held out the black cherry ice cream cone and smiled for his leader. Nakai winced, "You know I hate dairy products." Shingo with no second thoughts swallowed the dessert whole. Nakai watched and waited for that typical Shingo-brain-freeze-moment.

It was a relief to see Shingo have the common courtesy to not scream in the terminal, he took one of his bags and dashed to the bathroom. Nakai pulled out his cellphone and saw messages from the other's. Takuya said it was a handful to have Tsuyoshi with him, and the wife and the girls. Tsuyoshi left one saying it was a handful having Takuya's wife around. And Goro left a gushing text message that the air stewardess on his plane had on a short little skirt.

Nakai slammed his cellphone shut and noticed there was a line already fully formed to enter the plane, Nakai glanced around for Shingo but there was no sign of him. Shingo's bags were all over the floor and people in line, formed the line around his bags. Nakai blushed wih embarrassment and started to pick up Shingo's stuff and dial Shingo's number at the same time. The phone kept ringing and kept getting kicked over to Shingo's voice mail. The greeting of Shingo's voice mail was a clip of Nakai rambling and laughing.

Nakai fumed, he was getting aggravated and didn't like to hear himself laughing at himself.

"Nakai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Shingo was waving towards Nakai, "Bring my stuff and get over here!!!!!" The entire line followed Shingo and turned to look at Nakai was picking up the bags off the floor, the crowd shaked their heads and assumed the mess on the floor belonged to Nakai and watched Nakai struggle with the bags. Flipping some over his shoulder and holding some by wrist, Nakai dragged himself over to Shingo, "Just how did YOU get to the front of the line?" Nakai frozed as he walked up to Shingo who was in front of the line, "JUST WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" 

Shingo gave a dazzling smile and reach for his bags.

Nakai whimpered  "W-what? Whaaaaa? Whyyyy?!"

Shingo was decked out as Shingo-Mama and blew the crowd kisses, "This is how you get first class! You need to show a little leg!" Shingo did his best to look sultry and the people at the gate ushered the pair in. The crew grabbed for their bags and handed Nakai a glass of wine as they were led inside the plane. Looking at the generous amount of space the first class seats had, Nakai finally smiled.

Nakai looked at the  air stewardess who struggled with putting their bags in the upper compartment and saw how her skirt rode up. Again, Nakai smiled. Shingo pulled out a carton of his favorite cigarette and handed them to Nakai, "For you, no more junk food on this trip, ok?"

Nakai grinned and slapped Shingo on the rear, Shingo giggled and threw himself on his seat. "Feel better now, Nakai-kun?" Shingo helped Nakai out of his jacket and even gave Nakai his own glass of wine and watched Nakai settle down in his seat smiling.

Nakai sat back in his seat and took a deep breath and then turned to look at Shingo and said, "Maybe later we can take a trip to the bathroom?"

Shingo squealed and fastened his seat and started to sing about bathroom trips with Nakai on the airplane, leaving the rest of the crowd oblivious to what Shingo was singing about in his native language.

END.

SMAP!Slash, the yahoo!group is running a drabbles challenge of 10 drabbles from all SMAP pairings. I have written six and want to post them, at least for time-date sakes. I will be post the next four as soon as they are written. Thank you.

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Title: In that Skirt.
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Goro/Takuya

We were both sweating visibly when the song came to an end. At the agency there was gym any of the talents could use when they had free time. On Friday nights it was always deserted because everyone had plans on Friday nights. Not me. And neither did Takuya.

"I like how you move in the skirt." I smile as I wipe the sweat off my forehead.

Takuya came out of the gym showers with a bright pink towel wrapped around his waist.

Takuya undid the towel and let it drop to the floor, "Really? I think I look better without it."

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Title: No Sense in Coming Back.
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Goro/Shingo

Shingo came rushing back into the house, "The package came, Goro!!" Shingo was only 12 at the time and always wore a pair of short blue shorts when he came to visit.

I grabbed the package from Shingo and ripped it open, Shingo was dashing around the kitchen table with his laughter and happy talk.

"Hey! What is it? Let me see!"

I grunted, it was a blanket my Mom had sent me, I told her the heat never worked in the dorms. Shingo grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around us.

Shingo laughed and I looked at his face, all pink and flushed.

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Title: Wasted Cake.
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Goro/Tsuyoshi

It took me a while to make it back into the hotel room. I had went to three different stores to find the right piece of cake that Tsuyoshi loved.

Tsuyoshi threw my boots at me and pushed me out of the hotel room, "I want Boston Cream and nothing else!" I held my breath as the door slammed in my face.

I ran up the hotel stairs with that small little pink box, eager to feed Tsuyoshi that overpriced piece of cake.

Tsuyoshi didn't speak, just held open the door and held his mouth open waiting for that first piece.

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Title: A Used Hat
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Goro/Nakai
"How do you know when you are in love?" Nakai sat beside me during sound check.

"What? How I'm supposed to know? I'm not married."

Nakai pulled out the set list and looked it over, "Because I think I'm in love with you."

I slipped off my chair and backed away, "Hardly, just because I buy you ONE hat, doesn't mean love!"

Nakai slipped down to the floor next to me, "But I wear it all the time." he said this in that sing-song voice that made me weak.

I ripped off his hat and Nakai did't flinch. Maybe this was love?

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Title: Free Limo Rides
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Tsuyoshi/Takuya

"I'm going to Korea." Takuya annouced after a Smasma taping looking directly at Tsuyoshi. "I'm leaving in an hour, I'm doing the taping for the Hero movie." Takuya glanced outside to the lobby, a limo was waiting. Had an hour already passed. "I'm going alone but have an extra ticket."

"What about Shizuka-chan?" Nakai asked. Takuya ignored the question and watched Tsuyoshi as he left to the lobby.

Takuya slid into the Limo's seat. A moment passed and Takuya still held the limo door open. Goro pushed Tsuyoshi, "Will you go? He needs a 'translator'. Geez."

Tsuyoshi stumbled as grabbed his favorite jacket.

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Title: I absolutely deny it.
Author: Vanessa A.
Info: Don't Own SMAP. 100 Drabble Challenge with SMAP. Every possible SMAP slash pairing!
Pairing: Tsuyoshi/Nakai

Shingo always took thursday's off to wait for Tsuyoshi. Shingo made a great effort to get on Tsuyoshi's good side, with beer and snacks.

Tsuyoshi came out of the studio with a stack of books. Expecting Shingo, he tossed Shingo his books and went for the goods. Snaping the beer open, he finshed in no time.

"Take my things home, I'm busy tonight."

Shingo looked surprised, "But I thought you would spent the night with me?" Shingo blushed.

Nakai slipped outside the door, zipping up his pants.

Tsuyoshi grunted, "Not with you." Taking Nakai by the arm, they walked pass Shingo with naughty smiles.

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Title: Dressed in White
Author: Vanessa A.
Fandom: SMAP / Takuya/Tsuyoshi. Slash. Pg-13/ Light R
Thoughts: Takuya bored with his wife, shows no respect towards Goro and remembers life as a teenager with Tsuyoshi.
Notes: None of this is real. I don't own SMAP, nor do I claim to. This was written in regards to their latest MS performance and with the group dressed in white.

Takuya started to strut in one direction and then stopped and turned to face his bandmate. Tsuyoshi Kusanagi was having a quick lunch of soup and soda pop. It was his favorite to combine hot and cold fluids in his meal. The pair were alone in their personal dressing room, while the taping for today was huge, they were one of the few groups to not be sharing a dressing room with other talent.

Takuya stopped with his hand on his hip and watched Tsuyoshi eat, with one hand holding his bowl to his mouth and the other holding the can of soda in mid air. "Will you slow down? Your just going to get a stomach ache?" Tsuyoshi looked up from his bowl of soup and with raised eyebrows spoke with a mouthful, "Didn't get a meal this morning."

Takuya wiped his hands on the black vest he was wearing, "Should I wear this vest or maybe a small scarf?"

"Goro's doing the scarf, he'll get mad if you copy him." Tsuyoshi said with another mouthful. "Do the vest, it makes you look taller."

"I'm tall." Takuya removed the vest and dropped it the floor and went to play with the scraft in the mirror. Tsuyoshi got up and took his dishes to the tray and container it arrived in and went to pick up the vest, "The clothes aren't our's, remember? We should remember to hang them back up." he walked faster to the rank that had many samples of white and black article of clothing.

There was a knock at the door and Goro slipped in, "H-hey, Kimura-kun, you have a phonecall up front." Goro stood and watched Takuya sway his hips in front of the large dressing mirror. "You can't wear that, I already have it on!" Goro pointed to himself and stood infront of the same mirror. Takuya contiuned to sway his hips and contiuned to do some of the hand movements from the dance routine. "I don't think I'll learn it in time, think you can call Nakai in?" Takuya spoke to the mirror, but it's reflection was ment for Tsuyoshi.

Goro pressed the issue, "You have a phonecall? It's her. She wants to know -"

Takuya raised his hand, "I'm so bored with her, you need to tell her I will call her back when I get a chance, tell her I'm in the bath."

"There are no baths here." Goro didn't take the hint, nor the tinge of anger in Takuya's voice.

"Just go." Takuya waved him away, "Give Nakai the phone, that'd keep her busy."

Goro looked at Tsuyoshi who didn't say anything and lowered his head and left the room.

"I feel sorry for the way you talk to Goro, he's really a means well and if you don't want to talk to your wife, than don't have Goro be the middleman. Just leave your cellphone on once and a while and tell her yourself."

"That see-through shirt really does suit you." Takuya looked at Tsuyoshi's reflection from the mirror. "I never once noticed just how slender you have become." Takuya brought his hand to his chin and smiled, "You really have become my biggest competition."

Takuya's smile felt like a knife to Tsuyoshi's pounding heart.

"Don't start this. We are one the same. We are SMAP, the only competition we have is with the younger talent in the agency." Tsuyoshi gave a weak laugh and ran his hand through his short cropped hair.

Takuya turned and stepped close to Tsuyoshi and with one hand, slapped it on Tsuyoshi's rear and pulled him close to where the pair were inches away. Tsuyoshi could feel Takuya's legs touches his own, he almost was stepping on his feet. "We aren't 15 anymore."

"But we could be." Takuya slipped his other hand to Tsuyoshi's hip and slowly inched it up from his waist to his chest. Takuya turned his head and mused like a schoolgirl biting her lip, "I never forget the way you make me feel." Takuya touched Tsuyoshi's chest in a heart shaped motion and smiled, "Should I lock the door?"

"For what?" Tsuyoshi asked cautiously.

Takuya bit his lip and rocked on his heels for a moment before leaning in close for a long kiss, Tsuyoshi kept his hands on his side and wondered just when Takuya would loosen the grip he had on his rear. Takuya kissed again and again in the same manner and Tsuyoshi grew bored. This typical assault on his face was nothing new. Back when the pair were young, in the back of the tour bus Takuya would practice kissing on Tsuyoshi.

In mid-kiss Tsuyoshi spoke up and Takuya pulled away frowning. "You still kiss like a kid. Hasn't your wife taught you anything worthwild?"

Takuya smirked, "Oh, it's always back to her, isn't it?"

Tsuyoshi loved taking little stabs at Takuya's current relationship with his wife. He loved this almost as much as seeing Goro and Miho getting along and being a picture perfect couple, but he wouldn't admit this to anyone.

"This is boring. And besides, we have to go, taping should start soon."

"Boring?" Takuya dropped to his knees, his right hand gripping Tsuyoshi's rear, tight and the left fumbling with his belt bucket, "Let me show you what my wife does best." Takuya tore at Tsuyoshi's pants and growled as he took a mouthful. Tsuyoshi loved having the semi-god Kimutaku himself at his most desperate and frantic.

Tsuyoshi said nothing as he noticed Goro watching from the mirror's reflection.

In my dressing room.
Takuya's a married man but never forgets his first.
PG • Chapters: 1 • Words: 439 •  Published: 15th January 2006 •

Written by: Vanessa
Title: In my Dressing room.
Pairing: SMAP, Inagaki Goro/Kimura Takuya
Rating: PG - slight language

We both tried to not talk about the two girls we met after the concert. But every once and a while when the radio paused to change songs; we'd both look at each other. I noticed a million words in his eyes and fought hard to not cry.

It was really difficult to sleep that night.

What had happen is that after the concert, Takuya usually calls me over and we sit really close and we just talk. I know. He's married, got the two kids under his belt and Shizuka is totally larger than life but Takuya never wants to let go of what he's had.

He's had me. And I long and wait for those moments after the concert when it's just us and we're sitting so close and then there are times when he runs his hand through my hair and makes fun of my poor attempt at growing some facial hair. I don't really gotta worry about what Nakai or the other's think. They all know, they're all aware and maybe don't accept it but they do know better than to not tell Shizuka.

But after that one show, Takuya had his hand on my inner thigh and it felt nice. It's been months since we've gone at it. But before I know it he's got the button of my pants undone and I hold my breath.

But these two girls stumble in my dressing room. They kinda stop and take it all in. Takuya leaps off me and I sit and fumble with my zipper. I think he's shouting at them and these girls just laugh and take their time leaving.

My phone rings but I don't answer it. Takuya just glares at the floor and gets his car keys. Guess he's going to drop me off at the hotel and maybe see Shizuka. Whenever he does something wrong he makes it a point to see her right away, the guilt just drives him mad. Like as if seeing her and taking her out will somehow make it all better. I laugh at the press who always write about how he keeps the marriage on fire with their late night dinner dates or when they sneak in a movie or play.

Anyway, at the hotel I wake up and my phone rings, I check the caller ID and it's him. I answer and he tell me those two girls at the end of the concert weren't fans but Shizuka's friends. He tells me it's over and hangs up.

I dress quickly trying hard not to cry.

Foolish enough to think.
Following real life events, Tsuyoshi lands himself in the hospital and realizes just how his bandmates really feel about him.
  PG-13 • Chapters: 1 • Words: 3164 •  Published: 8th February 2006 •

This was definitely a nightmare.
Shingo has news to share with the press and Tsuyoshi just wants to end it all.
 • PG • Chapters: 1 • Words: 765 • Published: 13th February 2006 •

Prelude 12/21
Shingo wants to throw a party and during the planning he realizes he has no real friends at all.
  R • Chapters: 1 • Words: 1390 • Published: 21st August 2006 •

Title: Track #1: Prelude 12/21
Author: Vanessa A
Rating: R
Summary: Shingo wants to throw a party and during the planning he realizes he has no real friends at all.
Notes: This is title is part of a series called ' Decemberunderground' a short set of around 15-18 fanfiction short stories/drabbles that really vary with length where you take an album you've listen to from start to end and with each song/title your work your short piece around that. I have chosen the album 'Decemberunderground' from AFI, and while all of these stories can be read at random, all stories will lead up to an ending where all with be worked in together. Hope you like it. - Vanessa

This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me

Shingo Katori was planning on throwing this huge party at his parents house but it was a no-go. His parents said he was too young and they didn't like his friends anyway. Shingo was only 13 and he didn't have many friends, only these five other guys that he worked with. He was working hard to make his band work and his parents said that his bandmates weren't really his friends.

Shingo pouted, "They are my friends!"

His Father sneered, "Seems like they only want you when it's time to work."

Shingo looked away, "Kimura-kun and I are really close, infact, he said if you won't let me have the party here, I can have it at his house!"

His Father said nothing, knowning all to well, Kimura would refused.

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"Are you insane?" Kimura screamed at Shingo, "And just who would you invite anyway?"

Shingo looked at his feet and tried to keep his voice from cracking, "Well I figure you and the guys could come."

"Blah, we're together enough as it is.. Listen, forget about parties and do some of your school work. The old guy says if you keep getting getting low marks, he's just going to rotate you and maybe get someone else for the band."

"And just who could they get to take my place?" Shingo yelled getting to close to Kimura.

"Lots.I hear that Mabo guy over at Tokio wants to take a chance, always going on about how he's pretty good on rollerskates." Kimura started to lead Shingo out the entry way of his apartment.

"But, b-ut.." Shingo said as he walked out the door, "You don't get it, it's not just any party - "

"Kid, go ask Nakai, he's out a bigger place anyway."

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Shingo went to Nakai's house.

He didn't even answer the door.

Nakai merely looked out the window, saw Shingo and went back to his business.

"YOUR HOME! OPEN UP! THIS ISN'T FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!" Shingo banged on the door.

He wanted to cry. He wasted a whole day and it was his only day off for a while. He had classes to attend to tomorrow morning and a meeting with the old guy after classes. Shingo glazed out. He hated the neighborhood Nakai lived in anyway.

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Shingo was back at home, reading some comics he his mother shouted for him to get a phone, he rushed down stairs to get the phone from his Mother and he was a little nervous. Being on the phone made him nervous, "Hello?" Shingo said. There wasn't an answer. But he did hear some static.

"Hey? Hey, you there?" It was Goro.

"GORO-CHAN!"

"Hey, it's sempai to YOU."

"Goro-chan, I think this is the first time you ever called my house!"

"It's SEMPAI, dammit!"

"So, what's up? Hey - listen, I wanted to do this party."

"Yeah, the party. Listen I already heard about it. It's going to happen, tomorrow. After classes, just come to my house."

"FOR REAL? WOW! And everyone knows!"

"Sure, everyone. Just get here as soon as possible."

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After classes, Shingo dashed home, he was home before his Mother came back from her usual gossip-filled errands and he changed out of his school uniform and dressed in jeans and t-shirt and he wore a bright red baseball cap. He looked really happy to go to this party, he never knew Goro would take the time to make it all work out. He took the train line he took to Goro's house and in little than 30 minutes he arrived in Goro's neighborhood and soon came to his doorstep. The door was wide open and he could hear music playing. Shingo peered into the loft and called out for Goro but there was no answer.

He wanted a few minutes and played his his baseball cap. He thought maybe he was too early and considered taking a walk around the block to pass some time.

Shingo then heard some paper being ripped up, he called out to Goro who shouted back at him, "Shingo? Is that you, get in here!"

Shingo slipped off his shoes and dashed across the fancy marble floor Goro had installed around his place.

Shingo couldn't believe his eyes, PRESENTS! At least a dozen!

"You knew?" Shingo cried out, he ran to gifts and looked at them, on the dinner table they looked larger than life. What could be in them? No way could it be clothes! Shingo eyed the gifts and then Goro would looked painfully shy.

"Where's everyone else?" Shingo looked around

"You should have kept the uniform on.." Goro mumbled to himself and came close to Shingo, "Well, there isn't anyone else? You wanted a party right?"

Shingo nodded, "YES! And it's a BIRTHDAY PARTY!"

Goro nodded and held Shingo close, "Yes, yes. A birthday party. What is now, 15?"

Shingo playfully pushed Goro away, "NO! I'm 14 now! And look getting taller!" Shingo was the same height as Goro.

"How nice." Goro said and took off Shingo's hat.

Shingo watched Goro throw his hat across the room on the sofa. Goro smiled. "I bought you nice things. The kinda things he bought me."

"Who? Johnny?" Shingo felt really uncomfortable.

"Yes, when I turned 15, he gave me something special." Goro took off his jacket and pointed to the gifts, "Shingo-chan. Open them. See the things I bought for you."

Shingo really wanted the gifts but didn't really like Goro's smile.

Goro left to close the front door while Shingo started on the gifts.

It was everything he wanted, new rollerskates in navy blue. A really cool sweatshirt that matched the one Kimura wore constantly at the gym and a handful of comics. He felt really happy.

"These are awesome. Are these things Johnny-san gave you as well?" Shingo smiled as he sat on the floor, Goro sat close on his knees, Goro only watched Shingo for a few moments before he answered.

"We gave each other something. He said it was special, something I could only give to one person and one person only."

Shingo was busy with the sweatshirt, he had his half way over his head and laughed, "It's stuck, Goro-chan! TOO SMALL!"

With Shingo not looking, Goro came close to Shingo and held him by the waist, causing Shingo to lie back and laugh as he tired to take the sweater off all together, "Goro-chan, your too close!"

"Sure close. Let me get closer." Goro said as he lifted Shingo's shirt up a bit and saw the plush of his stomach. Shingo had his sweater off and his arms above his head only looking at Goro with no words.

"Your healthy." Goro muttered as he lied on top of Shingo. Now face to face, Goro smiled softly at Shingo and Shingo was racing to catch his breathe.

"This isn't good. Kimura said these things were bad."

"What things?" Goro screamed as he held both of Shingo's wrist.

"These things, the things you do with Johnny-san."

"What does Kimura know? What does he tell you?"

Shingo started to cry. His eyes were red. He couldn't catch his breathe. Goro started to unzip his pants, he pulled Shingo's shirt up and asked Shingo to take it off. Shingo took it off, his face flushed, he only stared at the ceiling as Goro kissed him all over. Soon Shingo realized his pants and underwear were off and Goro slipped them in his mouth.

Shingo stared at the ceiling and thought of his Mom and Dad. Maybe they were right. Friends don't do these things to each other.

Now on his stomach. Shingo felt lifeless. His body moved with Goro's as Goro took him from behind. He couldn't cry anymore.

Goro started to sing him Happy Birthday.

Shingo merely looked at the gifts scattered on the floor.

END

Spending time with you.
Tackey&Tsubasa/SMAP crossover. Tsubasa spends time with Nakai on the Utaban set.
  PG-13 • Chapters: 1 • Words: 2738 •  Published: 25th August 2006 •

Title: Spending time with you.
Rating: Pg-13?
Summary: Whoa. First crossover fanfic, EVER! This is a Nakai/Tsubasa crossover, SMAP/T&T. Nakai and Tsubasa is my OTP. I love to see them constantly on Utaban. I don't know much about Tsubasa, so please forgive if it doesn't sound convincing. I'm not a great writer, I do this for fun. English isn't my first language - so yeah. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Honestly, I'm more of a het writer. This fanfic contains alot of inside jokes and referances in jpop fandom, so sorry if some stuff seems vague.
Warning: Don't own SMAP. Don't own Tackey & Tsubasa. I do all this for fun.

Utaban had started to become the ultimate boredom for Nakai. Day in and Day out he had to interview those nameless female idols. He loved girls and idols were his softspot, but lately what's being turned out turned him off. They were just getting way to young. Almost every summer came and went and the female idols got year's younger. Or maybe he was older? Either way he didn't like to play the touchy games they did on Utaban with twelve year olds.

"Welllllll. I've got no problem with it!" crackled Takaaki as he rubbed his hands together. Ishibashi Takaaki was Nakai's co-partner in Utaban. The pair have been great friend's from the start. While the two loved baseball almost more than life, Takaaki loved idols even more.

"Oh stop it." Nakai winced as he contiuned to try on hats. He own at least over four hundred. Most given to his as gifts from his fans. He'd bring along with him to the taping at least a dozen, just so he couldpick and chosse at the last minute before the taping. He didn't want to admit to anyone that he was losing his hair. But it was a well known unspoken fact.

"Can't wait for Hello!Project to release something new, it's been far to long..." Takaaki whispered, he was tying his shoes and then his cell phone went off. Glancing at the phone, he looked up at Nakai, "The wife" he sliently mouthed and headed to the back of the room to speak to his wife. Takaaki was a man who loved idols and he married one of the best, Suzuki Honami was a huge personality in the late 80's and while almost in her 40's she still was as feisty as any new upcoming idol to date.

Nakai looked pained. Was it his hats? Was it him? Did he need to go on tour to get out of this restlessness? "Damn. I gotta do something new.."

The producer assistant, a smaller man by the name of Heero rushed into the lobby, to tell them there was a last cancellation.

"Who was it?" Nakai asked not bothering to look up. He didn't really care who it was.

Heero looked over this clip board, "Aa... You know, one of those female groups from Hello Project, said something about an illness."

Nakai snorted, looked over at Takaaki who was still on the phone, "Do we got a back up?"

Heero was almost out the door, "We're making some calls. You break the news to him." Heero pointed at Takaaki and left just as fast as he first came.

Takaaki got off the phone and smiled, "What did Heero want?"

Nakai, "Oh nothing, just your girls couldn't make it today?"

Takaaki screamed, "WHAT? Which girls? Not the young ones?"

"Yes, the young ones." Nakai said as he tried on another hat.

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The taping was about to start, neither knew who was going to be the replacement. Nakai didn't care. Takaaki was moody and rushed the workers around him. Nakai slapped him a few times telling him to calm down. "If it makes anything better, we do can review some photobooks?"

"Nooooo. We did that last week, besides I want to save that for when Maki-chan releases a new one!" Takaaki's eyes got huge and he started to drool.

Nakai looked annoyed, "Get over it. She's all nose. Besides she's Tsunku's girl. You know what a freak he is about his girls."

"She's all assssssssss." Takaaki droooled, "Plus that nose. I would kiss it and-"

"GODS! ENOUGH!" Nakai hurled a fake punch which Takaaki avoided.

"Welcome! Please come in!"

Nakai turned around to face who his staff was talking to.

Heero went to greet the newcomer, he was bowing his hand, thanking him for coming on late notice. Nakai broke out in a huge grin. One of his own!

"Hey, Nakai-Sempai!" Tsubasa Imai waved to Nakai. He went close to give him a handshake, while Nakai instead took him into his arms and embraced him and played with
his hair in mock-sempai fashion. "Hey! Sempai! They just did my hair!" Tsubasa laughed and gave a weak wave to Takaaki who took notice this was the replacement, he gave Tsubasa a weak smile and walked off to go grab something to eat.

Nakai turned to Heero who pulled Tsubasa over and spoke to the two over what the episode plan was. Since it was so last minute, the trio would just discuss upcoming music and dream dates. It was a safe topic and something the viewers liked, only because when it came to dates it caused Nakai to literally twich in his seat with anixety. And when Nakai was anxious he gets loud. Safe choice!

Takaaki was eatting as he was called over to go over a run thrown with Nakai and Tsubasa.

After about thirty minutes of going over the plan, it was time to start recording.

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Takaaki announced the topic, and Nakai turned red and Tsubasa clapped.

"Now with dates, I'm already married, so I can't date anymore. So the questions go to you two single boys." Takaaki leered at Nakai and Tsubasa. Nakai was still red in the face. Tsubasa seemed indiffernt. He went on tons of dates. He was ready to go!

"Now tell me the truth! How many dates do you go on with Tackey-chan?" Takaaki pointed at Tsubasa who was caught off guard.

"EHHHHHHH? Tackey-chan? We don't date!" Tsubasa said with fake horror.

"Sure you do! Nakai, aren't they liked married?"

Nakai laughed at pointed at the VTR clip that played on the side of the stage that played for viewers at home. It was footage of Tackey and Tsubasa's mock wedding during one of their concerts.

"I think you would wear the wedding dress right?" Nakai said with a laugh.

"With black stockings!" Takaaki threw in.

Tsubasa blushed and waved for the VTR clip to be turned off, "Stop that! Stocking?! But isn't that old fashion?"

"No WAAAAAAY. I hear Shizuka-san wears them all the time for Kimura" Nakai laughed and hoped he wouldn't get in trouble for that comment.

"Aa, but Shizuka-san does have long legs..." Tsubasa thought.

"What? So you like older women?" Takaaki threw at Tsubasa.

"Come on!! This about dating! How about you Nakai, do you like them young like your cost?"

Nakai started to twitch.

Takaaki laughed, "You can't get him to open up about girls! Especially about Shi-zu-ka-saaaaaan" Takaaki said in a sing-song voice.

Nakai turned bright red, "Your going to get me in trouble you guys!!!!!!!!!" Nakai jumped out of his seat, while he could just imagine his staff doing the animation for that point with an animated Kimura Takuya beating Nakai with a baseball bat, while Nakai had big heart-eyes for the leggy Shizuka Kudo.

They went to commericals and Nakai went for a drink. He overheard the staff talking about the animation saying to make sure to give Shizuka Kudo really worried eyebrows, it was her trademark back in her early idol days. Nakai groaned. He was soooooooo gonig to get in trouble for this!

Someone tapped Nakai on the shoulder, it was Tsubasa who had a cup of tea. He gave Nakai a soft smile. "Worried about Kimura-san? I know how private he is about his wife."

"Hahahaha," Nakai gave a weak laugh, "Private isn't the word." He went to refill his drink, but the tea was out. Tsubasa handed over his cup and smiled, "Here, have mine. It isn't too sweet."

Nakai shyly drank it. He watched Tsubasa who looked at him, still smiling. Nakai didn't know what to say, so he said the first thing that came out of his mouth, "You've gotten darker, yeah?"

Tsubasa looked over himself, "I guess, that's what Tackey is always saying. We were in Hawaii shooting a video and I guess I got all the sun. Tackey came back with a sunburn! He should start peeling this week." Tsubasa laughed at the thought of the very vain Tackey peeling.

"When we were in Hawaii, Goro was running into corners just to avoid the wind. He was so worried over his hair." Nakai told Tsubasa, "But it did him no good, humidity is everywhere."

Tsubasa didn't say anything.

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"Now what's the one place you like to go on for a date?" Takaaki asked.

Tsubasa raised his hand, "I love to take a girl out dancing!"

"DANCING? Like, you make her dance for you or you make her watch you dance?" Nakai asked, they then showed of VTR clip of Tsuabsa's sexy dance moves. Takaaki did some catcalls and Tsubasa laughed and waved it off.

"Very sexy!" Takaaki did some fake hip thrusting and Nakai laughed.

"Your a very good dancer as well, Nakai-sempai.." Tsubasa whispered to Nakai. Nakai acted shocked and Takaaki screamed, "But he isn't sext. Not like YOU! Isn't that why Johnny's sister likes you so much?" Takaaki proceeded to fake dance and lift up his shirt. Tsubasa and Nakai stared.

"But it is true, isn't it? Your Mary-san's favorite." Nakai had his arms crossed and nodded his head in serious thought.

Tsubasa looked from Nakai who was being serious and Takaaki who still was trying to dance sexy. "But Mary-san likes you as well, your a favorite right?"

"Naaaaaah," Nakai waved the comment away, "Kimura-san is always the favorite, he's the BIG ONE, you know?"

Tsubasa nodded, "Hm.. But I still think you dance better, show me some moves, Sempai?"

Takaaki stopped and waved Nakai to take the floor, Nakai grew red, "Dance? NOW?" Nakai left his seat and went to the center and with the music starting up, he started to do his routine from an old SMAP concert.

"NOT SEXY! NOT SEXY AT ALL!" Takaaki screamed and Tsubasa went to the stage with Nakai and started to follow his steps. Nakai didn't notice and conituned to dance, he then waved his arms and accidently smacked Tsubasa who fell to the ground. Nakai frozed shocked and looked down at Tsubasa who started up at Nakai. Takaaki came over and looked down at Tsubasa, "From here you look like a girl." Takaaki laughed and Nakai helped him up, "Sorry for tripping you." Tsubasa gave a slight bow and the taping stopped and went to commericals.

Takaaki left the stage and Tsubasa was holding on to this left side of his hip. Nakai noticed and pointed at his hip, "Did I hurt you?" Nakai's face was still red and Tsubasa noticed he looked really sincere. He never saw Nakai like this, most of the time Nakai was loud, brash, rushed and just larger than life.

"Just a little." Tsubasa gave a fake wince. "You know Tackey's going to get mad."

Nakai was on his knees and gave Tsubasa's hip a pat, "Sorry, Tsubasa's sexy hip, get better soon, ne?"

Tsubasa laughed, "They won't make it better?"

Nakai looked up at Tsubasa, "And what will?"

Tsubasa thought and then ripped Nakai's hat off his head and ran off as best as he could. Nakai screamed, "My hat!" He felt naked without his hat! He rushed after Tsubasa, the pair not noticng the camera's were recording, "Give it back! Give it back! It's my favorite!" Nakai screamed as Tsubasa hobbled around the studio set, "You have a million more! This one is mine!" He shouted back as he put the hat on.

Nakai caught up and Takaaki came over and said to Tsubasa, "It suits you. Very well! It's yours!"

"But it's MY HAAAAAAAAT!" Nakai cried, he ripped it off Tsubasa's head and put it back on, "Hurt or not, my hat's come first!"

Tsubasa laughed and the taping was finshed.

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"That was lots of fun! Thank you so much!" Tsubasa said and bowed to the staff. He was smiling and Takaaki looked bored, "But I think your going to have to come back! We didn't even do the second half of what we planned!"

"Oh, I loved to come back soon! Hopefully with Tackey by my side." Tsubasa smiled and the staff was charmed.

Takaaki excused himself, he was leaving early for a dinner date with his wife and called out to Nakai that he would call him in the morning. Nakai nodded and left back to his office where he could relax. After taping he usually didn't leave until later at night since he really didn't have anyone waiting at home for him. He figure maybe take the train home early. He went to grab his coat when there was a knock on his door, he asked who it was and the door opened with Tsubasa standing in his door way.

Tsubasa smiled, the same big grin he had all day today.

"Sempai I had lots of fun today! I really love coming to tape with you on Utaban." Tsubasa smiled and went to shake Nakai's hand. "I can't wait to tell Tackey all about today!"

Nakai shook his hand and smiled at Tsubasa, "You did some great dancing. I look eager to taping with you in the future!"

Tsubasa bowed to leave but hesitated when Nakai held his gaze. Smiling, "Yes, Sempai?" Tsubasa asked softly, "I'm not really hurt, it was a joke.."

Nakai smiled, "Yeah, I know. I just was thinking how you care for your partner. Tackey is lucky to have you."

Tsubasa shyly smiled, he had his left hand on the back of his head and he tried to play cool, "Well, I think your more lucky because you have 4 other guys with you."

"Yeah, four other guys. But let me tell you, they are a handful! And Kimura thinks he's leader all the time!" Nakai did a fake punch in the air, "Sometimes you gotta lay down the law to let them know their place."

Tsubasa laughed and notice Nakai sat back down. Tsubasa followed his lead and shut the door and sat on the spare chair in the room, "Kimura-san is tough, isn't he?"

Nakai laughed, "Not as tough as me, I just get my baseball bat, and BOOM!" Tsubasa laughed and asked, "Or do you tell on him to Shizuka-san?"

Nakai grew quiet, "I almost never talk to Shizuka-san, she only really speak's to Kimura. They are really close, you know?"

Tsubasa nodded, he didn't know much about their relationship, no one in the business really asked about her but Tsubasa knew the rumors. "Did you really like her?"

Nakai didn't bat an eye, "Sure I did, she was the best girl out there! And that voice!" Nakai did a fake squeaky voice , one Shizuka had that made her famous in the
80's.

Tsubasa laughed, "But she had these legs...... Oh wow..."

Nakai nodded. Both stopped for a moment and thought about Shizuka Kudo in those heels she use to wear when she was young.

"Ok, anyway..." Nakai wanted to change the subject, He could just imagine Kimura throwing a fit if he knew the two of them were sitting around late at night thinking about his wife in her younger days.

Tsubasa coughed, "But she isn't really my type, you know?"

Nakai didn't know what to say to that. He really didn't care what type Tsubasa liked best.

"What kind of girl do you like best? Tsubasa asked Nakai.

"Oh come on, listen don't you have somewhere to be?"

Tsubasa got up from this seat. "I guess I should go.." Tsubasa smiled.

"Stop smiling." Nakai said, "Are you happy all the time?"

"It's just.. I really like spending time with you, Sempai.." Tsubasa smiled.

"I think you should go." Nakai pointed to the door, Nakai studied Tsubasa to see where his intentions lied.

Tsubasa looked to the floor, "I'm leaving, see you soon.."

Nakai watched as Tsubasa left and shouted as he walked off, "I like spending time with you too!You can have my hat!"

Tsubasa turned to look at Nakai; he had a cellphone to his ear, speaking eagerly to someone, probably to Tackey. Tsubasa must not have heard him, because all he did
was give a slight nod and walked off.

Nakai held his hat in his hands and suddenly felt very alone.

You have choices
Goro and Tsuyoshi's relationship seem to go around in circles. Their relationship is made up of lies, violence, aggression and manipulation. Goro Inagaki has issues and Tsuyoshi Kusanagi knows it.
  R • Chapters: 1 • Words: 2721 • Hits: 27 • Published: 3rd October 2006 •

Title: You have these choices.
Author: Vanessa A.
Rating: R. Heavy language, lots of violence
Pairing: Goro/Tsuyoshi from SMAP, but this isn't a love/slash fanfic. It just a fanfic on the two of them.
Summary: Goro and Tsuyoshi's relationship seem to go around in circles. Their relationship is made up of lies, violence, aggression and manipulation. Goro Inagaki has issues and Tsuyoshi Kusanagi knows it.

NOTES: (Maybe important to read before reading the story.) I swore I would avoid doing the angst/molesting story line but when I write Goro, I just have to include some of that, I see Goro as having some sort depression because of the way he is on stage and how some of his interviews go, he answeres questions with almost no consideration of the feelings of others.I wouldn't say he has a substance abuse problem, but when he was caught cheating on Miho Kanno, he himself said he swore he would never drink again, as if drinking lead him to cheat, so I wonder does/did he drink alot? And he has massive relationship problems as you can see when he's with Miho, the string of women he cheats with and with his sister. In interviews he mention that he hasn't spoken to his sister for years on end and that's odd because his sister played such a huge role in his life and career, because it was his sister who enrolled him in the first place. Goro seems to me to have low self-esteem because he's made so many comments on his weight and body and his hair through out the years. Again, the molesting, while people say it's true and some say it's not, what is known is that there was only three men in Johnny's who have been called out and been named as being molested by Johnny and Goro was one of the three. Again, this is just a fanfic, these are just my thoughts and notes and things I've seen/read/observed in his career. Take it with a grain of salt, please don't sue. Don't own SMAP. - Vanessa

After the dinner date on the way home by taxi Goro had deliberately took the front seat with the driver and left Tsuyoshi sitting in the back. Tsuyoshi was concern as to why during the dinner Goro hadn't really spoken to him or even looked him in the eye.

The pair got went out for dinner with their girlfriends in tow. Goro's longtime girlfriend Miho Kanno ordered the meals and drinks and took the liberty of serving everyone. Tsuyoshi's girlfriend made no effort to help out and sat and ate and drank more than her share. The ride home was slient. The taxi driver was slightly amused at having two famous talents in his car but was more amused that neither spoke to each other. Goro just barked out orders and Tsuyoshi stayed slient in the back seat.

"I can't stand your girlfriend." Goro said as he looked out the window and saw that it started to rain.

Tsuyoshi sat up and came close to Goro's shoulder. "Not now. Not here."

Goro still looking out the window contiuned, "She's lazy as hell. Plus it won't do our image any good if the media finds out she's not from Japan."

"Look, the media accepts Korean's. Besides it's not serious. She's just around for fun." Tsuyoshi reasoned and kept making side glances at the driver who was happily overhearing what the pair were talking about.

"Whatever. As long as it's not serious." was all Goro said for the rest of the trip home.

In the narrow space where the front passenger's side seat meets the door handle to get out, Tsuyoshi pulled his hand through the space and took a hold of Goro's hand.

"Don't." Goro tried to pull away but Tsuyoshi held on.

For a few moments, Tsuyoshi held on to Goro's hand and soon began to smooth Goro's palm with his fingers.

"Gods, I hate it when you do that." Goro said sternly

When the taxi driver pulled up to Tsuyoshi's small apartment complex, Tsuyoshi took out his wallet and paided the taxi driver. Getting out he smiled at Goro and said something along the lines where he would call him in the morning. Goro didn't bother to look up at Tsuyoshi.

"You can come up if you like.." Tsuyoshi said innocently

Goro just barked at the taxi drive to take off already.

Tsuyoshi's cellphone rang and it was his korean girlfriend. He called her Shin but she insisted on him calling her Sun. Her name was neither but it was better that way, she called to ask if she can come spend the night and Tsuyoshi politely declined. He went into the complex and up to the third floor to where his place was located, he gathered the mail and went inside his place. It was filled with books, he had over 3 bookcases in his living room and even a dozen more stacks of books on the floor. He loved to read on his days off and rememberd a time when Goro would constantly come to visit and either bring over new books or throw out ones he felt Tsuyoshi didn't need to read.

Checking the mail, he saw it was nothing but bills and then a small postcard from Kimura who had taken his girls on holiday. Shizuka didn't attend because she was recording new single but they did have a few days off and Kimura took his two daughters for a quick weekend at the beach. He really wanted to teach Kokomi the basics of the surftboard and Tsuyoshi recalled that Kimura said it was easier to get more done without Shizuka around because she'd hate it when the girls were out in the sun for too long.

Tsuyoshi smiled. Sometimes he wished he had the whole wife and kids setup, but he knew he was nowhere near ready for that.

There was some banging at the door and Tsuyoshi could hear Goro shouting.

He flung open the door and Goro walked in with a book in hand, "I've been knocking for over ten minutes, what took so long to answer?" He handed a small book to Tsuyoshi and told him he had left it in the backseat. Goro made sure to turn it to a certain page that Tsuyoshi had left bookmarked and Tsuyoshi already knowing the page felt embrassed because he was written in the book these little bits about Goro and it had hearts and it was just too girly and lame. "What if someone saw that? It clearly has both our names on it.." said Goro.

Tsuyoshi remained silent.

Goro still had the book in his hand, still holding it to Tsuyoshi. "Take it now, I don't want it."

"Oh, I'm sorry." Tsuyoshi took the book and quickly took it to the kitchen and stuffed it in one of the drawers.

Goro took a seat on his sofa in the living room and asked for some tea, "Since your in the kitchen, how about some tea? I'm cold."

Tsuyoshi still said nothing and went to start the stove to heat the tea.

"So why do you have a girlfriend?" Goro asked as he sat on the sofa, already taking off his jacket and tie.

Tsuyoshi over at the stove, hated this conversations, it just went round in circles and it just lead to them in a screaming match. "Why do YOU have a girlfriend Goro? Haven't you strung her along LONG enough?" Tsuyoshi slammed the tea cups on the counter and started to pour the tea.

"Oh, what's this? You actually care about Miho-san's feelings? Incase you didn't know I've asked her to leave, she just won't. And it's rather nice to have someone than to be alone." Goro snorted. He hated how Tsuyoshi always tried to pull the whole Goro is the bad guy, while Tsuyoshi was all high and mightly and pure hearted when infact he was worst with women than Goro was.

Tsuyoshi hated this feeling. He felt jealousy and envy. Towards what? Miho got to live with Goro and be seen everywhere with him or was it Goro who had almost little or no shame and didn't care who he hurted on the way to getting what he wants. He held the tea cups and came to the back of the sofa Goro sat on and poured the two cups on him, causing Goro to scream, jump up and slam his knee on the coffee table. "HOLY SHIT, you bastard!! YOU BURNED ME!" Goro's whole backside was wet with the tea, he ripped off his shirt and with his hand touched his back, it was bright red and hot to the touch. Goro pushed Tsuyoshi out of the way and went to the bathroom and tried to look at his back. He stomped his feet and came rushing back to the living room and pushed Tsuyoshi to the ground. On the ground Tsuyoshi threw the tea cups at him, one bouncing off Goro's shoulder and the other hitting Goro in the face. Goro screamed and jumped on Tsuyoshi and punched him on the face.

Rolling around on the floor and knocking the coffee table down, both were shouting at each other in the face, Goro had held Tsuyoshi's wrists and Tsuyoshi tried to knock Goro off him with his legs. The pair shouting obscenities at each other about how the one has no shame and one has no heart and then Tsuyoshi noticed Goro had no longer held his wrists but instead made an attempt to unzip his pants. "Don't you dare, don't touch me there you asshole!" Tsuyoshi with all his might flung Goro off him and he sat up against the wall catching his breath.
Goro got up off his back and laughed, his hair was all wild now and in his face, he crawled over to Tsuyoshi and came close to his face and tried hard to kiss him on the lips. Tsuyoshi moved away and screamed at Goro to back the hell off and Goro conituned with his kisses and again tried to unzip Tsuyoshi's pants. Tsuyoshi kicked him away and stood up and while gasping screamed at Goro "This is all just so stupid! You think this is romantic? Is this how you seduce your women? Well it doesn't work with me!" Tsuyoshi glared at Goro who was sitting on the floor looking up at him with a big shameless grin.

"Oh gods, your no fun. You never were.." Goro pushed his wild hair away from his face.

"YOUR SO INSENSITIVE!" Tsuyoshi cried. He hated how Goro always bought violence into any relationship.

"Listen, I know you like it. We've been doing this for years." Goro laughed.

Tsuyoshi kicked Goro hard on waist and Goro flinched and rolled to his side, almost half laughing and crying, Goro spat out, "Now your the insensitive one, kicking a man while he's down!"

"I'll do it again, if you don't get out."

Goro rolled to his other side, "Do it, I dare you."

Tsuyoshi didn't want to kick Goro, infact he hated Goro being like this. Hated the games he played. For years the two had women at their sides, but in reality it was the two who were at each other's side. The women were a cover up, a cover up not only for the media but also from their other bandmates. The pair knew Kimura and Nakai wouldn't stand for the two being who they were really, gay and interested in each other. They've been together for over a decade. Only Shingo really knew the truth, and it was only because in a night of drunkness Goro told Shingo everything and Shingo being Shingo thought Goro was being an ass and just joking around, that was until Tsuyoshi overheard and started to cry and scream at Goro, and then Shingo put two and two together and felt like he was told just too much information.

"Just go.." Tsuyoshi helped Goro up who flinched and was really hurt this time. Tsuyoshi was ready to just call it quits with Goro. There was alot of good times with him and alot of bad times, like this. It really wasn't unusual in their relationship for the two to beat each other like this and as morbid as that sounds, Tsuyoshi realized he had to get out of his relationship but he was just too much in love with Goro.

Goro grabbed his shirt, his back still red from the warm tea. Goro caught a glimpse of himself in the mirrow, he was bleeding from the mouth. "You want to me to go out like this?"

Tsuyoshi pointed at the door. "I think we should really end this. Before one of us takes it to the next level." Tsuyoshi started to cry.

Goro caught Tsuyoshi's face in the mirrow, "What are you talking about, this is fun? Isn't it? You just wouldn't let me take off your pants."

Tsuyoshi softly said, "I think this isn't really normal anymore. The things we do to each other. I know you've got some issues -"

"What issues? What? What happen to me when I was 10? That was years ago? I'm over that?" Goro looked so angry in the mirrow, "STOP BRINGING THAT UP! I HATE IT WHEN YOU BRING THAT UP!!! YOU ACT LIKE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN TO YOU!"

"It didn't. Johnny never touched me.." Tsuyoshi looked at the floor.

"LIAR!" Goro stood his ground and glared at Tsuyoshi's reflection from the mirror. "LIAR! LIAR! LIAR!" Goro made a fist and watched to punch Tsuyoshi, he knew deep in his heart, that Johnny never did touch the other SMAP members, he was foolish and young and scared and when Johnny had his way with him he made no effort to resist. He didn't know he could get help, he didn't even know it was wrong, until he told Tsuyoshi and Tsuyoshi insisted he get help. "I hate how you act like I'm some sort of freak, like I'm not the same as you just because it happen to me." Goro started to cry, "I hate how everyone else in Johnny's looks at me like some sad pity case because of that man."

Tsuyoshi said nothing.

"I wish he would just die already! I can't wait for him to be die!" Goro laughed and screamed.

Tsuyoshi was dumfounded, "Don't say such things, don't you have no shame? You can't wish death on someone."

Goro went to his knees and sob loudly. "So your saying w-what he did was ok?"

Tsuyoshi knew this was the moment where Goro was being manipulative. He knew Goro was a very manipulative and controlling person. He also knew Goro needed him. Getting on his knees

Tsuyoshi just sighed and held Goro in his arms while Goro sobbed.

END

NOTES: I swore I would avoid doing the angst/molesting story line but when I write Goro, I just have to include some of that, I see Goro as having some sort depression because of the way he is on stage and how some of his interviews go, he answeres questions with almost no consideration of the feelings of others.I wouldn't say he has a substance abuse problem, but when he was caught cheating on Miho Kanno, he himself said he swore he would never drink again, as if drinking lead him to cheat, so I wonder does/did he drink alot? And he has massive relationship problems as you can see when he's with Miho, the string of women he cheats with and with his sister. In interviews he mention that he hasn't spoken to his sister for years on end and that's odd because his sister played such a huge role in his life and career, because it was his sister who enrolled him in the first place. Goro seems to me to have low self-esteem because he's made so many comments on his weight and body and his hair through out the years. Again, the molesting, while people say it's true and some say it's not, what is known is that there was only three men in Johnny's who have been called out and been named as being molested by Johnny and Goro was one of the three. Again, this is just a fanfic, these are just my thoughts and notes and things I've seen/read/observed in his career. Take it with a grain of salt, please don't sue. Don't own SMAP. - Vanessa

They’re gonna give you a smirk.
Inagaki Goro spends long nights at his bandmates house, while letting his relatioship with his long suffering girlfriend go down the drain. Tsuyoshi plays the fool while Miho-san is out of the loop.
PG-13 • Chapters: 1 • Words: 2059  Published: 28th November 2006

SMAP: Goro Inagaki x Tsuyoshi Kusanagi
Title: They’re gonna give you a smirk.
Author: Vanessa A
Rating: PG-13 / Slash
Fandom: SMAP (Tsuyoshi)
Notes: Inagaki Goro spends long nights at his bandmates house, while letting his relatioship with his long suffering girlfriend go down the drain. Tsuyoshi plays the fool while Miho-san is out of the loop.

Tsuyoshi was offended. "I don't think that's very nice, besides it's the holiday's." Tsuyoshi looked down at his bandmate Goro Inagaki, both of them were discussing the upcoming holiday's. They still had a little over two weeks left to plan. But Goro had three days off in the first week of December and Tsuyoshi bought up the idea that maybe he should use that time with his long suffering girlfriend Miho Kano.

"I can't help it if I don't want to spend my whole three days off with her." Goro was sitting by the kitchen table and looking through the morning newspaper.

"Jesus, you act like she's some girl and not the woman you've been dating for the pass six years." Tsuyoshi went to the hallway closet to grab his shoes.

"S-ix? Has it really been that long?" Goro said with little emotion or regard.

Tsuyoshi tied his shoes and grabbed his jacket, "Yeah, well think about it. And don't forget to lock the door."

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"Thanks for waiting for me." Miho Kanno walked up to her boyfriend Goro. She wore a long wool coat and a pair of bright red gloves. "Sorry the taping took longer than what I told you over the phone; We had a late start." She gave Goro a big smile and Goro pulled her along to his car. Miho fumbled with her gloves as she climbed in the car. Goro dashed to the drivers seat and started the car and pulled out. Nothing was said and Miho went to turn on the radio.

"So, Kusangai-san told me your going to have the 8th and 9th off?" Miho said and she took off her coat, "I was thinking maybe if you wanted to come over to my place.." Miho always said things slowly and carefully as if they had just started dating yesterday and she didn't know his routine. The pair had been together off and on for six years and when Miho was with Goro she acted very insecure. Goro had these moods, where one minute he was eager to be with her and couldn't have enough of her and another moment where he wanted her out of his life. Goro reached over to Miho and said, "Put on your seatbelt. God knows I don't need the police pulling me over any time soon."

Miho clicked her seatbelt on and waited for Goro's answer.

"I really like this song." Goro turned up the volume to an old Arashi song.

"Y-you like Arashi?" Miho grew red in the face.

Goro just turned it up louder.

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Goro was back at Tsuyoshi place. The pair was having dinner. Tsuyoshi cooked up some of his Korean favorites and when Goro saw the spread, he asked only for tea, coffee and cakes and Tsuyoshi insisted on him being a good sport and Goro turned his back to the dinner with a cup of coffee in his hands. Tsuyoshi knew this game and ignored Goro and ate as much as he could.

"I wanna talk to you about her." Goro said with his back still facing Tsuyoshi.

Tsuyoshi continued to eat and said with a full mouth, "Really? How exciting."

"She's so demanding, she thinks if I have some free time, I should be spending it with her. It drives me mad. Why can't I just see her once a week, or something?" Goro drank his coffee and went for the cup of tea.

"She's your girlfriend, it's what couples do?" Tsuyoshi said as he went to put his dishing in the sink. "You need to lighten up and put more of an effort."

"Oh stop that, with EFFORT. You haven't had a girlfriend in ages." Goro looked over his shoulder to see Tsuyoshi standing at the sink.

"So? Maybe I don't want one, right now." Tsuyoshi washed his hands.

Goro dropped the subject. He hated seeing Tsuyoshi act all high and mighty, especially when it came to woman. Goro felt Tsuyoshi was a loser when it came to woman. He couldn't just love them and leave them, like the rest did.

"Anyway..." Tsuyoshi just couldn't drop the subject, "I think you need to really need to take a step back and look at your relationship with Miho-san and think about the future. I'm thinking she's thinking marriage. It's been this long and she is getting older. I'm assuming she want kids."

"K-kids? Are you insane?" Goro leaped from his seat, "MARRIAGE? Now your just talking about things you know nothing about!" Goro had to get himself out of there and dashed to the door.

"I thought I could tell you these things because I'm your friend." Tsuyoshi smiled, watching Goro panic.

"But I'm NOT your friend! I can't stand you." Goro slammed the door and went running down the stairs.

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"So what do you want for christmas?" Miho and Goro were having lunch somewhere in Tokyo. He went to go pick her up from a magazine interview and it didn't run over, so they had some time left over to eat. Miho insisted on some chinese and Goro didn't care, in the end it was always the same, she picked and he paided. Miho poked Goro with a leftover straw and Goro looked up at her with weak smile, "Gift? I don't know. I can't think of anything I need." Miho wanted to be bold, it's been months since the pairs been intimate and she wanted to take him to an overnight hotel to try and bring that flame they once had in their relationship, "Well.." Miho said in a sing-song voice, "I was thinking we could go to a hotel and, you know?" Goro raised his hand to her face, "Bad idea, No good. I don't need to be making any mistakes right now." The wind was blowing and Goro's curls started to show, "No mistakes, don't want to meet the same fate as Kimura did."

"What? Are you that dense?" Miho left her meal and pull out a phone to call her friend.

"It's true, besides you no Shizuka Kudo." Goro shouted as he reached for his tea.

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"You SAID what to her?" Tsuyoshi laughed, "You are such an ass!"

Goro took off his shoes and went for more coffee, "It's true, she is no Shizuka Kudo."

Tsuyoshi winced, "And who wants to be like her? She's just so.. -" Tsuyoshi cut himself off, he knew it would be horrible to speak ill of Kimura's wife. When Kimura started dating her, no wait, before that, when Shizuka came on to do interviews, he couldn't stand women like that. He considered Shizuka to be out for a fat check and a nice secure future. It really pissed him off that Goro held Shizuka in such high regard, Goro said he would respect any woman who could tame Kimura.

"Anyway, your running out of time, your days off are coming up, so did you make any soild plans with her?" Tsuyoshi buttered some toast and handed a piece to Goro. "You know she is waiting by the phone for your call."

This was true, Goro knew she waited and that's why he never called. "Not really, I figure I'm just going to tell her, I'm too busy these days."

"Liar." Tsuyoshi finshed his toast.

"So, what do you want for Christmas?" Goro changed the subject.

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For once Miho picked up Goro and drove him to his place, she secretly had her overnight bag with her, today was the day, she knew his schedule by heart. "So, what will we be having for dinner?" She asked as she pulled up to his driveway.

Goro woke up a bit and started his lies, "Well, actually my parents are coming for the weekend. And I really won't have any time for you." Goro said it so blunt and cold, that Miho didn't even notice, "Well I should be here, I could make the dinner." She parked the car and Goro jumped out, "Actually, we're going to my sister's. She's got dinner made." He went to the patio, leaving her in the car, "I'll call, really I will, when I get the chance." He slipped in his key and practically jumped inside.

From the window he watched her leave and she was out of slight, he went for his own car keys.

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"I can't believe your here." Tsuyoshi had just gotten out of the shower.

"What? We have the same days off." Goro brought a big pink box filled with sweets. "It can't be helped." Goro placed the box on the table and in his other hand was a plastic bag, "Look, I bought more coffee."

Tsuyoshi left Goro in the kitched as he went in search for some clothes.

Coming back to the living room he noticed by the front door Goro's overnight bag, "Your spending the night?"

Goro had his mouth full with cake and mumbled, "It can't be helped!"

Tsuyoshi went for a piece of cake, "What's all this? Too much chocolate!"

"Sorry, ate the last piece of Strawberry." Goro smiled.

"And why are you in such a good mood?" Tsuyoshi asked and then noticed next to the pink box of sweets was a small gift box wrapped in bright sliver wrapping paper.

"I got you an early christmas gift." Goro smiled

"Stop smiling, it concerns me." Tsuyoshi didn't bother to reach for the gift.

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Later after cleaning up and watching a good hour of TV, the pair were on the sofa, Goro had turned off his cell phone, "Gods, she keeps calling."

Tsuyoshi didn't say anything.

"So, when will you open your gift?" Goro tossed his phone to the floor and took off his socks.

"Shouldn't I wait?" Tsuyoshi went for the gift, it was super light in hand and secretly assumed it was empty, a fake gift from Goro is nothing new.

"Don't wait, Now's the time to use it?" Goro said with a smirk.

"Use it? Just what's in here?" Tsuyoshi wanted to throw the gift on the door and run away after seeing that smirk on Goro's face.

"Just open it!" Goro whined

"Stop crying, I'm opening." Tsuyoshi tearned the sliver paper off and opened the small box from the left and peeked inside. What was inside, rocked his brain and he grew faint.

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"Would you stop staring at me like that and say something!" Goro fumed, this wasn't the night he had in mind.

Tsuyoshi opened the gift and simply sat down on the sofa and stared at Goro, saying nothing because he was trying to catch his breath.

"Well?" Goro asked as he took off his shirt.

"Don't take off your shirt, you asshole!" Tsuyoshi threw the gift at him.

"Don't you ever wonder why I'd rather spend more time with you, than my girlfriend?" Goro took off his belt.

"DON'T TAKE OFF YOUR BELT!" Tsuyoshi screamed at Goro.

"Gods, you sound like her. You both scream but you both know you want it." Goro went for his pants but Tsuyoshi stood up and waved for him to stop.

"I need to t-think." Tsuyoshi said out of breath and red in the face, "Give me back the gift."

Goro handed it back, "There are at least over a dozen in there."

Tsuyoshi wanted to drop dead at that point. "W-what?"

"You know to last us for the next two days." Goro smirked again, "Come on, I got the condom's because I wanted us to be safe."

Tsuyoshi paniced as if the whole world just heard what Goro Inagaki got him for christmas, "NOT SO LOUD!"

"You are such a girl." Goro leaped on Tsuyoshi, both of them went crashing to the ground, "I know you want this, so why fight? I've been thinking, I want it to. And I'm being responsible and being safe; you should be happy."

Tsuyoshi looked at Goro, "But what about her?"

"I think I can give her up." Goro lied.

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END

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Notes: O_O. Yes, I went the easy way out, but really all I see when it comes to Tsuyoshi and Goro is that Goro's a bastard and using everyone in his path and will lie to get what he want when he wants it. Tsuyoshi is a fool for Goro and will believe anything he says. Nothing new, I see Tsuyoshi as being more naive when it comes to relationships and his feelings for Goro. Remember totally made up, didn't happen! I don't own SMAP. - Vanessa